Had a rough morning with my two-year old, including the following:

-Him being woken up at 5:30 a.m. by his screaming sister, leading to him bouncing into our room at 5:32 with 5 books in hand

-Him throwing an entire roll of toilet paper in the toilet because, after all, “That is where toilet paper goes, Mommy.”

-Him “accidentally” spilling his breakfast milk all over the walls, floor, chair, himself, etc.

-His continuous resistance to potty training, leading to Mommy dealing with a whole lot of poop in the back of our mini-van at what was supposed to be a fun visit to the local fire station

-Him crying that he wants to go home for the first 10 minutes of being at the fire station, followed by 5 minutes of crying at the end because he does not want to leave the fire station

So, by lunch time (which is directly followed by NAP TIME!!) Mommy was pretty ready for a break from this little boy.

I put his lunch in front of him and said with a sigh, “Okay, eat it up please.”

Rather than taking a bite, he just looked at me. Just as I was about to snap out of sheer exhaustion and frustration, he said, “Mommy, we forgot our prayer.”

Suddenly all of my irritation that had built over the previous 7 hours was washed away and replaced by an overwhelming love and pride in the amazing little boy I am raising. I reached over, gave him a hug and kiss and said, “Okay, fold your hands.” After our prayer, I told him he was a good boy and that Jesus was proud of him too.

My two year old son still confuses using “I” with “you.” This is cute in such phrases as…

“You want to watch Elmo, Mommy!”

“You want some juice, please.”

“You put your shoes on by yourself.”

Also endearing…. “You wear big boy underpants.”

However, this pronoun confusion gets a bit awkward when he says in the bathtub…

“You wash your penis by yourself, Mommy.”

Even though my son comes into my room every morning between 5:20 and 5:45, I find joy in the fact that he is always carrying at least two books — because reading books is the very first thing he wants to do as soon as he opens his eyes. This is made extra special with the same phrase every morning (spoken with a precious 2 year-old lisp): “Want to read these bookths Mommy.”

Even though my daughter spits up and/or drools on my face and in my hair every day, I love it because it is due to her wanting to grab Mommy’s face and give her version of hugs and wet slobbery kisses.

Even though I sneer at the jiggly belly I cannot — and may not ever — lose, I touch my stomach with fondness, pride, and longing for the reason it is so jiggly.

Even though I struggle to get through the day when my husband is out of town, I find a sense of pride in having to do it all myself — and as I peek in at my kids sleeping peacefully in their beds, I can say to myself that on this day, “You done good Mommy.”

Even though I often resent and envy my husband’s life out in the world, with grownups, and wearing clothes not off the clearance rack at Kohl’s, I am appreciative that he works as hard as he does to provide us with the life we live. And having him gone, while it frustrates me, it makes me remember why we love it so much when he is here.